Emotional pain:
When my granfather died at age 52-54 I got depressed and I eat less, thinking I wa fat.
7th grade, I had lesson in Swedish with a special teacher.
Telling me that world would end 2012. Which made me depressed and lost nearly my willing to live.
In the end of 8th grade I got betrayed by a friend. Sending me SMS and insult me so much and bad that I could give her to the police. I got more depressed. She told my biggest secret to all. Telling lays to me and etc etc. My best friend even told this secret to her. I have hard to trust anyone somtimes. I had more eating problems and ate not all I had took. I had some firends too that I wanted to help me. But they was too scared for her and they didn't wanted to listen to what she had done to me. And they confort her more and was with her more than me. I had only 2 friends that really stod by my side.
But still, sometimes I just lose my willing to live sometimes, as a result for nearly cutting my finger with a knife. Than I was really low. But things goes up now.